After 16 days in the high altitude
of La Paz, this morning I woke up feeling fine. Good, actually. Healthy and
whole. But 16 days is a long time, especially when we are here for only three
weeks with a lot to accomplish.
A time of adjustment to life at 12,500
feet is a normal part of serving here. We’ve done it for years. Now that we’re
older (in the privileged grandparent bracket), it takes a little longer. So
when we have a trip scheduled, we plan two to three days in La Paz of pure rest.
And then it’s best to gradually ease into our work assignments and people
commitments.
This time the schedule only
allowed two days before we facilitated a two-day seminar for the leadership
team of the Bolivian Friends history project. It was a key seminar as we are
just in the beginning phase, still making plans and finding our way forward.
The seminar went well, with a high
level of participation and commitment. The Bolivian leaders seem to be taking
ownership, and that is a major accomplishment. We began each morning with a
Bible study of Nehemiah, asking what this book has to tell us about involvement
in a large project. The insights that came from the different small groups were
profound and encouraged us all. Then we went on to reviewing and designing the
purposes, perimeters and processes of this huge undertaking that we estimate
will take five years, ending just before the centennial celebration of the
INELA (Iglesia Nacional Evangelica “Los Amigos”). The two days ended with a
time of prayer and brokenness that knit the team together.
Yes, the seminar went well, but it
was intense, and we have paid the price. Hal’s cough lowered and eventually
became altitude pneumonia. We both carried the pressure headaches, bouts of
diarrhea, and body aches that typify this stage of adaptation to the altitude.
But, while in the past this has lasted for several days and gradually tapered
off, this time the ordeal stretched over two weeks. Two weeks we can’t afford.
I don’t mean to whine or
complain, but this experience has us wondering. For one thing, people were
praying for us specifically for a quick, smooth adaptation to the altitude. And
a few of these people checked up on us by email for a progress report. I do not
believe that their prayers went unanswered. But this only adds to my
wonderment.
One of my friends and prayer
partners, Mary, asked me these questions as she pondered our situation: “I am concerned about the way La Paz is
affecting both of you and will pray about God's will. When do we choose
what is hard on our bodies? When is that part of the cost of
discipleship? When does God ask us to pray about others to carry the
torch from here on out?”
Several times during the last
weeks, I have thought that maybe our physical reactions were God’s way of
telling us it’s time to stop running around, go home, retire, and enjoy life.
But we sought the voice of Jesus before proposing this crazy project, and that
included seeking discernment from those we trust. I’m reminded that just
because something is hard, that doesn’t mean it’s not God’s will. In fact, the
opposite is probably true. Hardship just may be part of the evidence we’re
heading down the right path.
On the other hand, the voice of
common sense is part of the way God speaks. We are getting older. Is it right
to subject our bodies to this torture? Are we fools? Is it time to pray for
our replacements? Perhaps. But here comes that ubiquitous “other hand” again. Because
of our experience and particular knowledge of this work, and because of the
relationships we’ve built over the years here among Bolivian Friends, it seems
like everything is coming together to open this door. It seems that now is the
time, and we are the people. Everything seems to be saying that. Everything,
that is, except our bodies.
And our bodies demand to be taken
seriously.
How do we discern what this
particular suffering is saying to us about God’s will? One thing I know is that
we need to keep listening. And we need to continue to invite the discerning
voices of people who know Jesus well and who know us well.
To be continued………
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